21 Before 22

     It's that time of year again, when I turn another year older and become ultra aware of all the things I hope to do. Twenty has not been so nice. This year has been long and trying. There have been huge, defeating blows and a lot to learn. I've made mistakes and accepted things for what they are. I feel like I'm starting my new year off alright. I'm come to terms with a lot of situations that have caused great stress, and feel as though I'm getting a clearer idea about where I'm going, or at the very least, where I want to be. I recently put a two-weeks notice into one of my jobs, so that I can devote more time to Rags and Roses. And, Andy and I are really getting serious about finding a house, either in our current area or another. These changes are scary and overwhelming at times, but I'm so happy to finally feel as though I am capable of making things, both big and small, happen. I made one of these lists last year, and it really helped me keep my focus. Of course, I did not complete all of them. Some of them even made another appearance on this year's list, but I want to just really make this year about finding peace and strength in myself. So here's what I've got:

1. Drink more water

2. Find a house and move in

3. Spend 20+ hours a week on Rags and Roses

4. Start running again

5. Have a date night once a week

6. Learn how to play guitar

7. Travel to 5 new places

8. De-clutter and organize

9. Start and finish Orange is the New Black

10. Take an art class

11. Bake something from scratch

12. Take walks at least once a week

13. Read 2-3 books a month

14. Stop watching so much TV (maybe)

15. Manage stress/anxiety better; let things go easier/faster

16. Start taking vitamins

17. More tea, less coffee

18. Make conversation with someone new

19. Get another pen pal (although no one will beat Ashley)

20. Be less critical of myself

21. Make time to relax

I don't count on making all of these a reality, but I they are not that far-fetched. I just want to really weed out negativity and every unnecessary source of tension. I think 21 will be just fine. I'm getting the celebration started with a full 5 fives away from both jobs. I'm getting my license renewed and all my packing finished up tomorrow, before heading to Cincinnati for the weekend with my boo-thing, Andy. We'll be scoping out the area his sister lives in, having dinner and drinks with my sister, and catching up on actually having some time together. Low key birthdays are more my steeze. 

Thanks for all the love and support this year, you guys! I'm really looking forward to making this one to remember.

-Heather